Sometimes I still feel as though it’s surreal that I finally have someone to share my love and many other things with. For goodness sake I’ve been waiting and wishing and praying for so long to have that someone whom I can have access to everything about him and whom I can give access to everything about me. Really, he will never be able to fully understand how precious he is to me, for I myself can’t properly describe this feeling.
Nevertheless, I just hope this stays and he stays and that he never takes advantage of my love. Because I know how people (I wanna say men but I know it’s unfair to generalize) can get bored/tired which soon leads them to cheat on their partners. Although I may have put him on the highest happiness scale that I could possibly have, it doesn’t grant him a chance in any matter pertaining to unfaithfulness. Because being unfaithful is a choice, not a mistake.
And while he may be my greatest strength/happiness, I am aware that he is my greatest weakness too. Because if he were to ever break my heart, i know it will never be cured and I’ll probably live in anger and resentment for the rest of my life.